November 2008
Happy Halloween, dearies!
I realized that everything that makes me happy in life is already there. I shouldn’t be greedy and try too hard for more. How unnecessary. What a waste of time. I just need to live and let things come to me. I don’t want to force happiness upon myself. Plus, the great thing is that I have more than what’s necessary to make me happy.
I can’t...
October 2008
I have a fucking A in Honors Chemistry. I just checked and almost shit in my pants. I have a fucking A in Honors Chemistry. I have a fucking A in Honors Chemistry! I have a fucking A in Honors Chemistry! Pinch me, I’m dreaming! Honestly, I would cry if I didn’t just spend like an hour crying.
I have other shit to take care of now because of some trouble tonight but at least a 3.8...
“Only half the patients who go into an abortion clinic come out alive.”
– :/
Why am I up past one every night, you might ask? Or not ask at all? Or not even care. Hah. Well, because I’m used to it. So that I get ready for clubs and shit when I’m older… NOT. I don’t know. I guess it’s not insomnia. Maybe my mind is too active at night. That’s why my fellow classmates see me sleep during class.
I was sad earlier tonight, but you know...
Geez. I can’t find good music anywhere. I mean, all music is good but it all depends on a person’s interest in music. I haven’t specifically found mine yet. Oh well, I’ll keep searching. But I did find out about AJ Rafael today. He’s pretty good. CLICK.
How do I manage to keep that dang smile on my face? I don’t know, but I like it. It tricks me into thinking...
I used that quote in my last post with the sixth graders I had for catechism over the summer at camp because we were teaching about honesty, I think. I really don’t remember. But I’ve just always liked it. And I want to share it with you guys. Teehee.
Oh, there was no special reason of why I posted that quote. I just like it a lot. Haha.
I should really be studying for my chemistry...
“Reduce the fiction and you’ll reduce the friction.”
– Scott Sorrell
Dayumm! That’s so bitchy. I can’t over how funny it is. Actually it’s really a serious situation, but I can’t stop laughing.
Whatever. You play your way, because you’ll always be the way you are. You won’t change. Do you not get it?! It doesn’t hurt me at all. You make decisions for yourself and if that’s the way you’re going to live life, I...
Haha. I’m so giddy. It’s strange but I like it. So here’s a list of things that I’ve learned about a lot of things in the past two months. I took the whole day to think of things. I’m such a silly goose. Teehee.
1. Your love is supposed to be your cold glass of ice tea that ends a hot day of working. Not the straw that breaks your back. But sometimes it can be both....
I have nothing to say today. Besides the fact that it was a good day! I had nothing to complain about. Except my 89% in freakin’ Honors Chemistry. Oh well. I’ll have a 4.0, hopefully. If my math grade goes up at all from today’s test.
Am I really just going to write about my day? That’s just lame. No in-depth thoughts? No complaining? Not even some wierd picture?
I guess...
I always knew things wouldn’t last and promises can be made but are usually meant are to be broken.
I held my old phone before my face. My hands were trembling and the tears were building up beneath my eyes. Haha. Such good memories with that phone. I looked at the last text message. July 28th, the very last day of it. The very last “sweetheart” I’ve ever heard or seen...
I’m eating at the moment and I feel like writing about food. I love food. It’s just when I’ve had too much of it, I end up not liking it. Like rice.
I love Twizzlers. It seems as if I tend to forget about them though. When I do remember, I immediately crave them. They might not be as good as Red Vines in your book, but they are in mine. Haha. I realized this love on the East...
WatchI heard this song for the first time tonight on the radio. It’s seems new. But anyways, it’s called “T-shirt” by Shontelle.
I can’t really relate too much with the lyrics. But I love the melody and the fact that the last line of the chorus goes, “Nothin’ but ‘cha T-shirt on.” It made me think of this old, special t-shirt that I haven’t...
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I visited a nursing home today with my friends from church. The elders there were in their 80s and 90s and had Alzheimer’s. They would have to be the sweetest people I’ve ever met. And I’ve met plenty of...
I’ve been messing with the html of my Tumblr, but me, being the perfectionist I am, is never satisfied. And I have other things I’m supposed to be doing right now. Such as my history notes. If my mommy sees me on this, I get my laptop taken away. But she raised a very distractible child. Teehee. So, guess which one you might be.
1. Are you mad at me? I just want to know. Your attitude...
4. I love you like no other. I wish I got to see you more often. I wish you lived here! I wish you went to my school! Your life there just sounds very troubling. Just live with me, love. I miss you so much!
5. I love you so much. You’ve given me gifts that I would never deserved. I just wished the stress you put on me would go away. You did you job, so let me fly once in a while. I’ll...
8. I pray that you be safe. I’ve known you for a while now and just hearing this makes me sad, although everything I know about you makes sense now. I only wish I could help, but someone had more guts to do that already. You should thank them.
9. I know you. I’ve known you. But it’s just unbelievable and it’d never work. Please understand. And I’m really sorry for...
Ehh. Today was a very horrible day. A not so good hula performance, plus losing my iPhone. It’s so dangerous to have that stolen. A big part of my life is stored on that. Personal information, passwords, calendar events, phone numbers, texts… oh god. I’m fucked.
My performance was pretty cool, due to the fact that my friends came. But the thing that made the performance horrible...
I’m starting to drink about one water bottle a day. Mind that I prefer getting full from drinking a cup of green tea. It’s strange. I used to barely drink water. Now I drink it a lot and it’s becoming my favorite drink. Behind the green tea of course. But all this water business is probably due to the weather out here.
Where I live, it’s supposedly perfect and beautiful....
Oh no. Rumors can really make or break things. But that one leaves me in shock.
It’s not the bomb threat at school today. But that really made me think of this. Like should I interrogate about it? How would I do that? Should I really even care? Is it something that matters? I really hope this is all stupid and really nothing so I can change my mind about this really soon.
When I heard, I...
This man’s comment on my photo made me tear up. Honestly, why abortion? If you want to control the population, then stop being stupid while having sex. Honestly. Our population is becoming more irresponsible everyday. If you make a mistake, accept the consequences. Don’t take an innocent being’s life away from them before they even had a chance to live. Accidents happen. Yeah. I...
WatchPlease tell me that you guys actually get this. Haha. I laughed so hard. Or maybe it’s just that crazy Disney humor. But yeah, look at this. Just a break from all my sadness.
In fact, I’m super happy right now. But I don’t really want to take the time to write. It’s just, well, I have homework that I have a procrastinate on.
“Don’t Forget” by Demi Lovato.
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